stupid duty

well
after get complained by dunno who that so free for not doing my duty for scholarship
today went to library for duty
and the job is erase those words in pencil in the books
what the!!
feel so stupid for wasting time do this kind of work
and holding those germs in my hands for 1 hour -sigh-
after rube it..people still will write again so what's the point!
if u din rube people may not write on it again
after rube for one hour change job become arrange the recycle paper
=.=
stupid scholarship and duty are just wasting my time
shouldn't they provide scholarship to encourage students to study well and get good result
but ask us to do this waste energy waste time duty is so not encouraging but make us feeling like giving up the scholarship coz only 15%
-SIGH-


-END-

2 days in real real bad condition
hope tomorow onwards everythng will back on track and focus on the coming test and assignment and FINAL EXAM!
opps not HOPE is MUST

since things are this way already..my choice my decision..
nothing can be changed anymore so stop thinking!

bad character is easier to be than good characther
lies are easier to speak out than true words
so let's just bury everything deeply...since lies are already everywhere
did i success??i think so lol...COLD-BLOODED..i success to bring this character out huh..hmm..sorry sis..i dun mean for my words but just cant control..i know i shouldn;t let misunderstand keep going on but just explanation is really a hard thing for me even to u all family..i just use to be the one with characteristic that u all think i am
hard feeling please go away..
dun do things for others' happiness..do for ur own
good result is for ur own good first then ur family happiness
what's inside ur mind family may not understand but one day in future they will
hopefully~~
just realize say is so easy telling others so easy but when ur own wan take action is haard

anyway
STUDY! GO!