as time pass by~~

10 years ago
almost 5 days in a week will had an argument
days and nights also will heard it
tears also appears everytime
all those words can be heard everytime
all the words keep on repeat and repeating
but only words..no action that is taken
while in those hearts...
will had the fear that izit it will happen
try to prevent it to happen
keep on comfort and comfort
try to stop it
although argument keep happen but it's still the most happiest memory i had
at least we still play around stick around with each other and even had pillow talks in the middle of the night



6 years ago
after the incident happened
things get better little bit
as too many things came up
no energy to argue anymore perhaps??
the stupid crisis did brought a good lesson for everyone
less argument but still cant run away from it
those words still exist at there



3 years ago
incident solved
condition getting better and better
but then the argument goes worse and worse
untill "HATE" occured
and in this time
everyone really get frustrated
i'm thinking
just because of responsibilities???
what's the point??
keep say for our own goods
but then did they realize that those words we heard from small untill now can bring negative impact to our life??
or perhaps is mine only



1 year ago
everything is just stay in silent
a meal together does not means anything to me anymore
a hang out no feeling
just like an empty shell
i just can feel things changed alot alot
and now argument come up i din bother bout it
if they really going to take the words into actions also ok for me
but dun really understand what's inside their mind just like i dunno mine
just wish everyone is happy
everytime see one actually had a lot of things inside but then never spell it out
while seeing the other one keeps spell out everything inside
know what the people stand in the middle is suffering...



few days ago
argument came up again as usual
but this time
no more words come up
no tears
just what???
just heard people throwing things
nice huh???
new ways to espress now
but one still throwing temper on the others -sigh-
both also bang door bang this bang that
but after things end..what??keep up the things arrange back lo
drrr =.=
really speechless
as time pass by...communication become less and less
wondering what's up next???
anything that is more interesting??
hahhahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa



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