empty~~

working now..sitting in my shop doing nothing so decided to blog
last week done a lot of sales...thought this 3 weeks going to be nice weeks
who knows..this 2 days was like all people had gone
the mall is becoming more empty one day by one day
morning until now only 2 people came in i think
oh gosh..so bored so bored!!!add on it's so feezing here..guess it's raining outside coz just now the other worker said it's so dark outside and mayb going to rain~~
started to feel lazy to work now..haixx..3 weeks only also cant stand it d
but what to do..i need money
this 2 weeks i been in a bad condition i think..mayb bad luck following me..gosh..go away!!
dunno why also..
seem like something is just wrong but i cant find out what it is
mayb it's because my result is coming soon??or because my money become less and less but i was so lazy but still think to buy lots of stuff??or because??what??no idea??or mayb it's just too bored~~mayb after next sememster start everything going to be better??or perhaps no??coz going to face stress again
no idea no idea!!let it happens naturally~~
cant sleep well in night recently
wake up for few times everynight!! this is so abnormal coz i wont have sleep problem. ever!!!even exam time also wont!!this is definitely torturing me..damn it!!feels so bad!!
trying to sleep earlier but still cant make it...1 go bed 2 something or 3 only can get into sleep
kind of regret waste one week to play..now i need money~~should work for that week also
thinking of money and it become less..i will feel so blank!!like feeling so lost...dun feel safe~~
hope the salary can be not bad~~waiting for salary day!!
well...
keep finding chance to go out recently..wan to play till end before 7/8 come~~
but working is preventing me to go out=.=
sorry to some of my friends coz gave them empty promise...hehheex
but this fri cant give empty promise d..coz it's our miss or mayb mr???hahaa dunno la
it's cenn celebrate her birthday one day earlier~~
so i must go....but i feeling quite lazy ler
coz after work have to drive all way down there..
thinking of ask melissa fetch me but she going down earlier so haixx
feel so unsafe to drive recently..coz in a blur condition everyday..
recently me was like no soul in me..just a body there~~gosh...
what happen??!!!
keep eating recently!!feeling want to eat this and that recently
feeling like wan to eat laksa~~burger~~chicken~~many many foods!!!
bad become fat d~~~~~haixx
but only eating make me feels good~~~lolx
wait eat till enough d and stop will on diet again~~
just dunno when this eat mood will dissapear
eat eat eat eat!!



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