tired

tired from being involve in ur both problem everytime
not only me ba
although use of it but hate it lots..
haixx
always like childish eh peoplee..
but this time do scared me lots till the bad dreams always surrounded me
really really scared me lots this time
sometime hope that i'm orang yang cacat akal so no need care for everything or what problem other people had
no need always think how to solve the problem or prevent the problem happen
just hope no need be a mature person and can do whatever i like
being a mature person is hard
is hard bcoz..dunno..just....grrrrrrrrrrrr
hate to know the cruel world so fast..since primary school
coz it make me bcome a person i dun like
dun trust anyone..although close friends like yee min..shan hui..eve they all..honestly...
lately i bcome more and more irritating i think
lately feel dun like many people..3 o'clock la..nee la..still got lots
hate the feeling but duuno la..suddenly got..
just want to tell friendss..u all mayb will beh syiok with my behaviour during this period of time..SORRY
but just can say..i half care half dun care..coz know la..i'm person..bla bla..duwan say so much la
i choose to use a hard way to be the one infront of u all..dun like soft way

is that true..bcoz of the environment..that's why from small till now i face the bad dreams problem??
hmm..mayb..so suckxx
haixx..not u only will get depression..mayb me too..hahaa
haixx..stupid woman things..bcoz of it..all of us need to suffer
nothing can do..just hope after the period of time..after it's over..
dunno when!!!
thinking should i just move to kl or anywhere besides penang...
hahaa
but still cant stop to worry ba
hmmm..dunno la
just feel so tired
just want some rest


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