pressure!!TIME FLIES

ooh really so damn dunno how to say
today nearly cry again
but at last also able to control
duwan let myself always cry when think bout SPM anymore
DUWAN DUWAN..it's bad..really bad
haixx..
nowadays hard to control my temper anymore
dunno why
and it's sucks and it's hurting people around me
my friend,family.....especially sis
urgh!!
so bad so bad so bad
i become till i dunno who am i already
like it's another soul in my body
mayb SPM really influence me so much till i din realise that
grrr
why i so sucks..useless..dunno how to control my temper
mayb i just hope sis or just anyone beside me support me
that's y i feel useless
cause everyone can face exam independent...but me.....
LEFT 4 MONTHS ONLY..136 DAYS ONLY
drrr....all can say is..TIME FLIES


sis go dunno what the place with her bf d
tonight sleep alone again
......i need to let myself become independent without sis or bro d
cannot always think want talk with them or play with them d
they just got their own life....own bf gf
but sometimes just canot control from hate when they always go out
coz people most important in my life is family..after that is friends
but nvm la...after SPM i also fly out d..wont stay at home also
hahaha..that time if they go home late late is the best..like that got reason can duwan go home early d..wakakaaa
so cant wait for it but in the other way of thinking is scared facing SPM
and after tht still need to worry bout the results
haix

why why why
why EXAM and A decide everything and so important
is that no A people are useless..DISAGREEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
hate all the people(most of all is RELATIVES) that always care bout A and always compare
bull shit la u alllllllllllllllllllll..SUCKSS....JERK...BITCH
so scare will let mum and dad dissapointed
i really want them to proud of me
really.....


FIGHT FOR MY DREAMS
FIGHT FOR MY FACES
FIGHT FOR MY MUM AND DAD
FIGHT FOR......ANYTHING


GAMBATEH!!

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